i wont see him till the 18th and i just feel like thats so far away. And i just miss him a lot :(. Honestly when we’re together, everything is fine and if anything goes wrong, its okay, because he’s right there with me. The last trip, the only night that we couldn’t sleep together was because my little sister was staying at the house, and he stayed up really late, and left me a little note in the bathroom telling me of a surprise i had in the fridge. He made me a lunch, with a little note in it. It was perfect<3 i never pack lunches/eat a real lunch, and i always complain about it, and he always tells me that he’ll make me a lunch….and he did, for two days. and he’s perfect. We had so many meaningful talks/conversations, we always get really emotional and i guess, deep. We were able to sleep together all of the other nights, and honestly, that is the best feeling ever. Being able to fall asleep with him, and wake up the same way. It was so perfect. i just miss it. Its difficult to get use to not waking up beside him after the trip was over. I just want to live with him already, and wake up to each other every morning, and eat food together, and make food together, and have fun together, and comfort each other, and kiss each other, and play games, and build forts, and just relax. And honestly…things aren’t okay without him. Days where we aren’t able to talk much are the worst days i have, and eating normally is literally impossible without him and i sharing the food. And sleeping is more comfortable, and just life is good with him. My point is… I’m ready to live with him. Now.